should i get back to regular blogging?

tell me aldrich.
do you wnat to read about my life. cause frpm my page views, it seems like no one does.

and that's all cool, i just want a place to write.

anyways, chill ass days. its like 1,2,3? weeks till forced school is over for me, whether or not i graduate, makes no difference since im not going ANYWHERE in the next year. its like UC Berkeley is an option, and CSUs aren't my cup of tea. basically just going back to school with people i dont know just doesnt sound that appealing considering the amount of freedom im going to have.
but with that freedom comes the consequences of responsibility. like im gonna have to pay for my ass, insurance, gas for a car and everything else that come with a kind of adulthood (independence.)

so after school ends, life begins im almost ready to stand up to it, as long as i dont lose my freinds. cause whats worse than loosing freinds? losing someone to talk to, and has some goals and interests in common.


Today was like any other day, i woke up late from a short ass, uncomfortable sleep,(after sleeping in those ramada? or hotel premium beds. my bed seems like shit.) its pretty hard to get a good nights rest on such a stiff & old piece of furniture. i get to school like normal, like half a minute to 5 minutes before the bells ring. i wait for a semi late teacher, Ms Szerencse. while waiting i hesitate to converse with a classmate who is friendly as hell, and attractive to some extent. the usual "what's up C-Dogg?" is read from her mouth seeming that i cannot hear much as i am blasting new jams from my iPod i illegally downloaded last night. "nothing much," i say quickly trying to be courteous and un-rude at the same time. i quickly finish that fragment with fact of my life in the past 72 hours trying not to reveal too much at the same time. "i downloaded some fresh tunes last night." she doesnt pry, showing her interest in my personal interests are gone. really though, tyler, all around cool guy comes out of nowhere with brand new hair cut, looking very oxford-ish if might say so myself. "OH SHIT!!" trying to regain my composure as a the outrageously cool guy who doesn't say much.


AWWW FUCK THIS. too much story telling.

basically i was on time today, Saw Ty's new haircut, it looks pretty fresh, told him the truth that he kinda looks like a woman from behind, and a vaguely cute girl from the front with his V-necks and sandals he occasionally wears now that it's practically summer time.

2nd period is where my day gets better, its when i see girl i like wrapped in sweater...
JUST KIDDING. its my chill class i try to get my bearings and focus that im in school now, and i cant zone off. but i do anyway because its art class.

third is what ever. 4th is blah but i like the what the girls around me talk about. VAJAYJAY, the convos are what i'd be into.
5th is like killing my how im there and i dont do anything.

6th is what hit me today. my teacher gave a bit of hope. where she said like she didnt want to see me fail. but the way i am towards the end of the day made me look like i dont really care about my higher learning future. which i really dont.

lunches are all blah, i hate to see freinds get torn apart over simple stupid things, i'd fckn kill for women problems man, i have hardly any problems and a bitch aint one,
and with out those bitch problems life is fun. no parties, no mistakes, the sheltered life i have reinforces the idea that the risk isnt worth learning from the mistakes.

after school is where the fun is at. but it got complicated, when my Grandparents didnt come when i thought they were. we took the bus to the park and went to the library and this librarian woman was trippin getting all scared because we had our boards so she asked us to leave them outside. so me and alex did and asked the other guys to watch it for us. Alex was very ambitious and seeing Carmen again, so he asked an attendent, where she was. (thanks to alex i now know her last name not to be a stalker and stuff, but i find knowing whole names are important.) and he had this conversation with her, and he was very confident in what he was saying, being cute by the way he was talking to her. i didnt say anything other than, "hi" cause i dont the difference from being polite and being forward with conversations, well alex was leading it between him carmen. all i know is gotta learn from this, gotta be more assertive, and carmen was willing to chill after work, but the time she gets off is too late. shit i get to obsessive with women. especially since i dont do anything ever, the word that probably classifies me would be STALKER!!!

before this: i made the gang(Nick, Reuben, and john) wait for Alex to show up whilst i deposit some funds into my sparsely funded checking account. the gang got kicked out of our old spot! the ghetto ass ledge for like the first time, and by the guys from Ordonez, it was like WTF?!?! like forreal they arent even that close to that spot( so it was probably La whatever that snotty wannabe 5 star restaurant.) then when i came back to warm up at the spot for a bit. some weird ass person was sitting in their SUV and taking pictures of us . we were tripping out like WTF?!

Reuben decided to run away to jack's and alex decided to check out what the fuck was going on. so he skate closer and the person was taking pics of him while reversing.

and then alex realized that point that Jack n the box's parking lot has a incognito do-gooder.
so we're like fuhhhhh and we decided to recooperate at my house and formulate a game plan.

Alex still wants to go to the Belvedere, while we're all skeptical, just cause we think he wants to do sick vert shit at the park until he clarifies that he just wants to hit up the manny pads.
and he was about to get his homie Saul to come but not cause he didnt have board.

so back to what happened after the meet up with like the finest older woman i've laid eyes woman, we start to head out to belvedere and we see Edgar Solis and the Toast video guys.
me and the gang were like totally trippin up while alex kinda catches up with edgar. one of the reasons i was tripping out was, the toast guys were really tearing it up. the could grind one of the craziest ledges ever!!! and i was seeing some up andcoming AM quality guys. like koki and the others i couldnt name. even the great photographer/videographer, GEOFF KOWALCHUKKK!!!!!

after that we head to Belvedere and decide to skate a bit at the skate park, we ran into nick(idk his last name probably diaz, ASSevo, and D-Var. nick was just leaving, and Andrew and david were ripping in the big bowl like mad. so we chill here for a bit try to warm up again and absorb some of the aura of the many great skaters here. nunez plays ASSevo skate, and goes easy on him, but i dont know who wins. then we have a nice sesh at the manny pads. getting footy, and just having a good time. it felt soo good just to kick with those guys. we head over to mickeyDs for some grub and see david's homie, Fabian, he gives them some hook ups and we chill somemore. nick and reuben and john book it after the first 30 minutes. so i stay and talk some more with the guys like about stupid random stuff and girls like KEYSHONI, and how some gossip arose about her having a sex ttape. we were just thinking who was the unlucky guy who had his penis exposed in the tape. and david talks about how he'd bang miss jackson. she had kickin body, but her face didnt appeal to me. i've only really been attracted to two teachers, Ms.A who i had as a sub some time in sophomore year in bio. and ms Nakano. mmm' MMM! They are two women, worthy of an asian cream pie.

well my super extensive day summary is over.

and this reminds me to be wary of cops, but not to be scared of them cause they're only looking out for whats best for us such as not skating in public areas.







Carmen Sanchez

Increase the peace, the hate can wait.

i kinda borrowed that line-
from krizel, but now i'll use it like its mine.

i never understood why people say, "make things instead of war,"
like art, and cupcakes and other things.
because you don't make war, you start war.

especially when you grow up and learn how to drive a car.
its a fight for a little shred of freedom tasting, being able to do what you want to do.

that's why im acting all immature, like a kid
pretend like i do my homework when i know i did-
not, so that's what my mom will think.
making that the reason why im gone from her sight in a blink-
of an eye.

and it should be drop cars and shoes and change,
not bombs. at least that make sense.
so give us some change, not quarters, nickels, and dimes.
i dont need no money to buy me some time,
im not a cancer patient yet i still need hope.

when i say this you'll probably think im A DOPE, not dope.
so i can be with you with heart bumpin in my chest like a drum,
makes me feel all dumb-
when i open my mouth.
thinking i could go as far as going out-
with the most interesting girl from the class oh Se7en.
Jami, that's what you are to me.
fckn artsy, with a urban type of scene beauty.
now if any one reads this i'll get caught in the act of flattery.
i already said a name so let it be engraved,
girls like jami arent trend like some new rave,
they are something lasting, so i'll try to behave.

really, i hope i dont make any mistakes along the way.
cause if i messed up that would be really gay,
not gay as in homosexualit(A)y,
but gay as in, "not cool man."

so many ways to use words incorrectly,
and since i kinda dont like kids i might get vivisectimy...
NOT!!! R U KDDNG MEEE1?!?!
there wouldnt be no fun you see,
not being able to say you to your kid,
you a mistake!! get away from me!!!

shit i hate free writes,
they just keep going on and on and on an on.
like i keep a night light on.
but now i'll turn this off,
like the hoff's career,
whatever was holding it up was thinner than a veneer.

NOTEBOOK THURSDAYS!!!

It's a Love Thing,
What does love bring?
does it make you heart swell in song and sing?
its the chorus,
for us it always mattered much,
being love makes you do weird things and such
when you say hi sometimes i blush
its the feelin, the rush from your voice i get
i bet, my mind is wet,
i'm feeling sick, i need a doc or a vet
cause im an animal
a horndog to be correct,
girl you're so sweet like honey
&skin so smooth like milk
these traits make want to bounce to you like a bunny,
so you could pet "pink floyd"
being with a sweet & tender girl is something he enjoys,
now there is some jokes i've got to employ
just being you're toy isnt enough
& you already seen me in the buff,
you want some one who's a triple play
or even a homerun
by the this time i got two runs batted in,
got to first base with third i'll be stealin,
yup & and to home i'll be running,
to get you to get you into my head
RING! goes the bell its swell i've been
dreamin all period,
but with that girl i should'NT
Cause im about to give a preSENT,
I hope she finds it pleaSANT,
cause that shit put a dent,
in my train of thought cause this thing wasnt store BOUGHT
i put my soul & heat into the selection
the songs give me a mental erection,
its a blessin that we each other as acquaintances,
but that's what she says,
i always notice your looks in hi-RES,
i hope what i got to say impresses,
cause my love for you is quite deathless.
what ever you go and say leaves me quite speechless,
im not playin with you like a jester.
(or, really i dont say nothing cause im breathless.)


verse2?
from the kings court, oh shit this mission is abort!
really talking to you in front of your friends is a last resort,
as i walk up, i choke up, try to gather my courage up,
what's to be afraid of?
to be failure in love?
its all tight and stuff cause i get A hug.

walking all triumphant and shit,
i dont want to embarrass you by shoutin, so i bite my lip
do a walk like a crip,
now every other day i get grip of hugs from the one i call my love.

oh dang, a friend is hurtin
what is worse is you dont know where the pain comes from
so you can make it stop and do some nursin,
well what does this mean?
i cant talk to him, or do i stop talking to her to keep the friendship with him?
honestly im not really that caught up in that situation,
so again i sit on the sidelines, watch the arguments fly like bullets in to each of their hearts.
but it only looks like its tearing one of them apart,
well does that mean the other doesnt feel anything, cause hes the one on the giving end.
another example of why i wouldnt want to get caught up in that situation.
Girl and Boy break up. girl gets jealous when boy talks to someone else,
boys says fuck off, we're not together anymore.
girl is like ripped to shreds, brutally. FCKN BRUTAL.
oh well, its just another chapter in their lives and a lesson in mine.


its too bad i didnt learn anything.
DAYUMM girl, why do i still lust after you?

i watch too many chick movies.
ima go touch myself now ALD, cause you're the only one who reads this anyway.