i want to be a guru so girls will like me.

man this past month has been really looking up for me.
i graduated, even though i really knew i didnt deserve to.

girls giving me their telephonic digits. (only 2, at least they're ones who matter.)
stiking up a mean stupid ass playin dumb with beatriz convo thus giving her my digits.
at Yessica's debut, dancing with yunji was the highlight of that night.

i snagged jami girl's digits after she left, i hope i can keep the texts going.

getting the feeling that a lot of jainas wanna talk to me, like Christine Wong.

i just think my luck with girls is going up, cause i think thats the only thing that matters right now.

$$X1000. i got thT MUCH.

i still think emily is super fiiinnnnne, but she seems too much like an older sister.
i really want to give you what i think i call a dance. QT3.14

whoa!!!(about a skinny man named nathanial)

i learned that one guy i know that a homie(dirtfrogg) knows its a porn addict,

an intervention is in the process of planning, because its sad that when your mother tells you to go with your with your friend to a strip club all expenses paid, and you refuse, and yet you go back to your room to wax your wood gun. you know you have a problem.

Day of Reckoning Pt.2

it has come and gone,
but it leaves me wanting to return to a lesser status,
wanting to repeat my senior year only to make different choices in favor of betterSTRONGER freindships.
almost in the wise words of kanye's year old hit-single.
"N-n-not don't kill me only make me stronger. I need you to hurry up now cause i cant wait much longer, i got to be right now cause i cant get much wrong-er. "

pretty much i've been wrong with my choices, academically at least.
making those essential to life dont do drugs choices, i've steered quite clearly of.
but they leaving me wanting to try them, only for the experience. to dabble in that sort of thing messes people up once they get hooked, but to know what the good and bads from your point of you view is important, because i believe that you should leave this life with as much experiences as possible, to teach (supposedly in the afterlife called heaven) i cant say im going to heaven, but i sure as hell aint going to hell. well enough about regretting these "good" decisions. nothing's gonna make me "popular" now that i'm not in high school anymore.
it's time to hit the road, gain new skills, and polish some old techniques, and most of all enjoi myself. cause i've learned its not all about fun, cause then you'll always think everything is a joykill.

"suck too hard on your lollipop, & life's gonna get you down."
-MIKA

Some spank rock shit.

all i wanna do is do you.
all i wanna do is do you.
all i wanna do is do you.
i wanna do you is what i wanna do.
i wanna do you is what i wanna do.
i wanna do you is what i wanna do.
its truth no doubt, dont pout,
unless its your lips,
then pucker up bitch,
im about stick in my dick.
give it a nice li-li-li-li-lick.
like a lollipop, to get to the center,
remember, don't bite,
that's cheating,
the best things are supposed to be repeating like,
a sweet chorus in a pop song,
the shorter the better,
that way you lips stay wetter,
when i proceed to penetrate,
entering your mouth to demonstrate,
with your finger in my ass pleasuring my prostrate.
all these things put together feel so great.

Spread eagle is worth more than a desert eagle.
in terms of a mental satisfaction, they both momentarily
last inside your brain, sexual experience i will gain,
the first time is burned within the membrane.
rhyming at the end of every line is so lame.
that's right cause that's the game.
that is my style so it remains.
playing you like sexbox 69.
its so fine its so fine,
its so fine its so fine.

that female that everone wants

she the female that everyone wants,
but nobody gets-
you're such a tease, oh please
just attack me in the pants.
cause your lips are the kind i fancy.
on track? nope cause she got me so antsy.
moves i never did make,
first words i never did spake.
joe was your best guy friend,
from what i perceive.
his social status was definitely pleased.
When ever i try to say something i felt weak in the knees,
and butterflies in my stomach,
sick in the mind,
cause i just wanted to go south,
the first impression i get from reading the things you type.
so openly flirty that i hope i just might-
get something in return by just being nice.
but you have to be abusive/aggressive to get the girl like her.
that female fascinates everything, tickled my thougts of what could be-
but not.
sexually frustrated i must've been,
cause realizing my efforts weren't enough to win.
almost psychologically shunned to put it that way.
but there are other girls, other days, and many other ways to get them
do not return back to failed scenarios and attempts,
cause failure springs from the plans whence negative results are received.
my insecurity and low self-esteem is really part of what is called
the "inferiority complex."
you can learn that from my verbal context,
cause what i'll do next, is that
of lowly, weaker man,
no drive, no desire to make his life better.
but these maybe qualities of an existentialist
acknowledges his fate and his that future he gets.
makes choices and understands them.
and when he encounters fork in the road,
makes a decision to what is the better path to take.
pounces on opportunities that tickles my interests,
being selfish is what i do best,
lest its to get a woman in bed.
those ideas is what'll help me rest.

Shit Yunji, i like the way you move your body. ;{

comparisons can't be drawn(between siblings)

My Day of reckoning has come,
its time to see how much knowledge i really hold,
&how much luck i really have.
my family has no care or regard to how well i do as long i pass,
that kind of just shows how much i matter.
not very much, but it'll bring utter shame to my mother from the direct relatives.
the only thing i can say is if i don't graduate, is i chose this path, and it maybe to prove everyone wrong.


and honestly what the fuck am i doing on here if im failing. i should be doing my extra credit.
and going down on my english teacher in hopes of getting a better grade.